I had finally spoke the words left unspoken. It was so hard to utter but I know it’s once and for all. I’m glad I’ve finally came clean with him. I’m pleased that I don’t need to make up a new lie to cover an old lie ever again. It took all the courage in me to tell him about my status. What was I worried of? I don’t know. It’s like how I used to have a big stack of paper dolls in the corner of the drawer back at home, and though I don’t play with them anymore, each time a glance of them in the corner of the drawer gave me a comforting smile; when the nostalgic childhood times associated with the paper dolls surfaced, I felt a spark of happiness lit above my head. Maybe I was afraid of losing that spark. Maybe it was my greed to cling on all the attention and emotions I can have. I was silly. and stupid. He was cool and calm, as if he expected these coming. I don’t know if we’ll ever speak again? Well, whatever will be, will be. I’m a tiny bit upset, but I guessed I’m happy I did what I am supposed to. The righteous thing. No more secrets in the new year. Yeay! :)
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